Can you guess who I am?

I'm your neighbor, your co-worker, your friend, I'm that lady standing in the check out line at the grocery store peeking at Soap Opera Digest, I'm your sister, your daughter, your mother.

I pleasured myself this morning and for the first time I didn't feel guilty.

I'm divorced, a Christian, don't want to just have mindless sex but I still have desires. As a Christian what do I do?

And you know I wish I had a religious forum to go to. Haven't found anything I like yet. I'd like some anonymity but like minds. What do other single Christians do?

Is it okay to masturbate and have fantasies? If I have desires which is part of being human do I deny them? Isn't sex a natural desire? Am I to go without pleasure till I die or find a Christian man who I can marry?

I mean the desire to kill, to express our anger is natural maybe even essential. Oh, O don't mean dragging your next door neighbor into the woods and slaughtering them because they played their music too loud. I mean if man didn't hunt for food they would've perished and if anger's left to roil inside apparently, or so they claim, it causes stress which leads to heart attacks.

All the desires we have, good, bad, how do we control them as a Christian and do the right thing?

My goals for the New Year start always with wanting to be a good Christian. But I don't want guilt for being weak. I want to take that guilt and make it disappear by constantly trying to be better. I want to always strive to give the best I can for God.

Some of my Resolutions:
1. To not get angry especially in traffic.
2. To try to get myself into church.
3. To stop procrastinating.
4. To get rid of people who drag me down.
5. To learn Spanish.